So, i had made a post on here a while back (september to be exact) about my partner watching Porn and if anyone else had issues (a lottttt of people did). Well I read all the comments, read lots of articles & I tried everything. I asked if we could both watch it, I bought new outfits, I tried talking sexier, I tried being spontaneous...you name it

But I found myself extremely unhappy with what I was trying to do, I was trying too hard to please him and arouse him that I wasn’t enjoying it anymore.

I begged and cried & told him how I can’t do it anymore and I can’t keep up with that industry. I asked him to stop countless times. Every time it was an “I promise”. But he never did...

So fast forward 5 months, every time we even try it is so awkward and his flag pole just doesn’t wave. Or it will go for a short period and then not lol. every time I am just sitting there so disappointed and sad. I spent months crying, getting upset with myself and starving myself (I don’t anymore) to try to please him. All while he was being selfish. I told him that this could ruin our intimacy, and he didn’t listen. He didn’t think it would happen to him.

Tonight, after we had a great two days together I tried to be spontaneous again and initiate it. Ended with the same result. This time we told each other we needed a break because we can’t keep doing the same thing & getting hurt. He was extremely torn apart on how it’s gotten this bad & is so ashamed. He is acting very remorseful and wants to change it all.

But my question is, is it enough? Is the spark going to be gone? Am I wasting my time waiting for a man to stop watching porn? Is it worth it?

Anyone else?