40 +2 overdue and emotional 😭

Cheyanne

Today’s my 21st birthday well I should say was as it is now the next day my baby was due April 6th I feel so alone surround by people I stoped work at 38 weeks as my body just couldn’t withstand the physical part of it I’ve been trapped home with all this virus going around and I’m loosing it.. everything just makes me want to cry my eyes out my boyfriend doesn’t show me any affection and it’s been this way for months he just doesn’t see that that’s something I need with being all emotional and stressed out I just want to feel loved he does a lot around the house and helps with my 2 yr old so it’s not so hard at home on me but I feel neglected am I over reacting?

I’m so emotional I just want some love without having to tell him I need his attention he’s been home all day with me for my birthday and I barley got maybe two hugs and 2 kisses and that’s when he left to go do quick errands 😩