I want to have sex

I want to have sex, but I can’t yet. My boyfriend wants to have sex with me, but he has to wait until I’m all healed. I want to be penetrated so bad. It’s bad like I get turned on and it hurts. Every time he touches me I get all tingly.

I try avoid it by playing video games to put my pent up rage into something else. I get on this app or I go the hell to sleep.

I won’t have sex literally until the end of April.

Pray for me that I won’t rip my boyfriend’s clothes off before I get cleared 😂.