I’ve had two miscarriages, one on June 22nd 2019 and the second was September 19th 2019.... I was still super early when I lost both babies (10 weeks with both) so I never got to see them or know their genders. But I’m missing my babies like crazy. Me and their father haven’t been talking much because we’re both stressed because of work. But it’s been hard also because my best friend just had her baby girl in February and our babies would have been close in age so it makes it really hard seeing her baby girl even though I’m extremely happy for her. I just want my babies for me so it can finally stop hurting and I can be happy again....