Does anyone else feel like this???

Ok, so this might be a long read but please hang in there with me.

I grew up in church and I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior when I was 5 years old. I love Jesus. I’m going to go onto another topic and come back to this one in a sec.

So....I am dating this Christian guy who is amazing. We are young so we won’t get married for a couple years but as long as I’ve known him I’ve known that I wanted to marry him. And we both love each other. The thing is, I’m kind of nervous/afraid that Jesus will come back before we get married. Like has anyone ever thought about that??? Is it bad that I want to marry this guy more than go home with Jesus?? Because I feel like it is. How do I not feel this way?

Please don’t laugh at this question I just wanted to be real with y’all

Thanks for reading