I got pregnant 3 months after having my last son. I had a high risk pregnancy and could barely work. Me and my partner decided for many reasons that that pregnancy was probably not healthy and I would have to quit my job to be on bed rest the remainder of the pregnancy. So I had an abortion this past January. I didn’t think I would feel this way. But I feel like the worse mom in the world. I regret my decision and wish I would have kept my baby. It’s hard to cope with because it’s all I think about and losing my mom 3 years ago is something I never got over so it’s two in one. Just had to get some things off my chest.