I had an abortion last Tuesday. I only knew I was pregnant for two days before I took the pills. I guess i’m still processing it all. I keep thinking about when I am ready to have children and we get pregnant after trying. Will my first born really be my first? If that makes any sense. Will it be a lie? Do i ever address the baby I couldn’t keep. Who never even was a baby? My pregnancy was so early on. I just. Idk could use some words of encouragement.