What message does this send?

I drew this, it’s how I feel. A few weeks ago I confronted my dad about him maybe having molested me. The memory is in patches and it had always been kind of a reoccurring thought or movie like memory. I wanted to get answers but instead, I got told to grow up and be a women. I was molested by other people and it doesn’t affect me as much as the thought of one of those people being my dad. I’m so confused.