Anyone else find yourself peeing on a stick everyday to make sure the lines are getting darker??

We lost our baby on March 6th. Then last week, I was feeling nauseous and my husband noticed my breast looked bigger. I decided to test and it was faint. I’ve been testing everyday since, even after clear positives! I can’t stop!! But I only have 3 more left and I don’t want to run out before my first scan in May 😬

I’m gonna try to hold back. We’ll see!

I just really want our rainbow baby to be healthy and strong 🌈❤️🤰🏽