My son passed away at 7months in his sleep (SIDS). It was the hardest time of my life and I never thought I could live without him. You never truly heal from losing a child like that or in anyway.

Four years later, I am now in a relationship with a man who truly is my soulmate and we found out he has a Male factor infertility, which led to doing

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

in order to have children. Our second attempt was successful this past December and we decided not to test our embryos also meaning we didn’t know the gender of our baby.

We had our gender reveal finally (I’m 21weeks pregnant) and I was so convinced it was going to be a girl since all the old wives tales was pointing to it.

Well, it turned out we are having a BOY!

I was so shocked and cried. I feel in my heart my son knew we’d have a boy and sent me his little baby brother to take care of me. The love I had for my son was so great, I know he knows how much pain I went through and still do at times. We decided to give our soon to be son the same middle name as my first born. We cannot wait to welcome baby Emenadiel Wayne in August 💙💙

Here’s a picture of my angel baby, my son Damian Wayne 💙👼🏽

And now currently pregnant with my Rainbow Baby, Emenadiel Wayne 💙