Please, I am desperate for advice

Ive been questioning for awhile what is wrong with me. I’m super cold, have no feeling, have a hard time communicating with people, i have no friends, it’s hard for me to socialize, it’s hard for me to show empathy, i’m very prideful, i am a nursing student and my mom said without warmth, i will not be a good nurse. i have that warmth inside me for animals bc they’re easier to bond with for me. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. anxiety? i just cannot seem to fix this, it’s who i am and it freaks me out because i feel like there is no cure. I was thinking Aspergers or on the spectrum midly? idk it’s lowkey making me just want to end it all because i feel like i can not function in society, have no talents, and am always the worst one at everything. I wasn’t always like this. In hs i was pretty popular, and had a good life. I was always pretty shy but now it’s another level. I’m super cold and distant from everyone. And too prideful to change. please someone help me. If i don’t change, i legit have no future being a nurse.