I think I’m a lesbian

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I tripped on shrooms and acid a couple of times the last month and a half. My sex drive is non-existent and I’m not into my guy crush anymore. I hardly show him physical affection, and I don’t see us dating in the future. I’m too scared to get into a relationship with another guy.

But, I see myself as a cheerleader dating a hot dyke. What’s up with that?