Finding out you are pregnant soon after break up

Has anyone gone through this? I have been in bed since I found out I was pregnant.

I have wanted a child for over 10 years now I am pregnant at a very bad time.

To makes matters worse with the lockdown I can't even get a hug from a friend.

He says I should have an abortion but I don't want to and he is making a lot of accusations.

Mixed feelings at a point that I should be happy.

Why is life so complicated?