Insecure

Chelsea

So I’m pretty insecure about myself. My body to be exact. I’m finally taking it serious on working out and eating better. There’s been a bit of improvement but not as much as I want or expected. No matter what I look like my boyfriend endlessly compliments me and says that I’m beautiful and perfect the way I am. Now I believe that he believes that, but I myself don’t think it’s true. So anyways the point of my post is that when I see that he has liked half naked pictures of other (models, celebs, influencers) women on Instagram it just bums me out. It makes me more insecure than I already am. Gets me thinking is that what he wishes I look like? Does an image of her pop up in his head when we’re having sex? I wish I looked like them but I don’t. I don’t go around liking half naked pictures of guys. I could but why would I? If I know how that makes me feel I wouldn’t want to hurt him. Am I being crazy, too insecure?? They are just pictures but why those ones? If you like a picture it’s because you enjoy what you’re seeing right? I don’t know how to bring it up to him because we’ve had a conversation about this before.