How do I stop the lingering thoughts of him and I having sex? We did it so much I had become so attached to it. The sex isn’t even all that amazing (but it’s the best I’ve had) so I can’t tell wether I’m attached to him or just the sex. I don’t care wether he is talking to someone else or in a relationship. I just don’t want him to have sex with someone else. He has been extremely emotionally abusive and destructive, as before I use to really like him. But after everything he put me through he has managed to drill into my head that I can never have him and I’m nothing more then just a fuck and I’ve accepted this. I really want to stop caring about him and focus on myself, but no matter how hard I try I still get those flashbacks of us doing it and I start to glamourise it more and more even when I know it’s not that good. I always let my temptations get the better of me and I might just end up meeting him again. I really just need some advice...?

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