Pregnancy confirmed!!!!!

Arial • I`m 26 years old I have 4 wonderful children 2 girls & 2 boys and 2 angel baby`s!! I`m engaged to a wonderful man!
So I went to my pregnancy confirmation appointment yesterday with my midwife who has been my midwife since 2009. And she walks in and I say "so what's the results since I am still in denial I should say still in shock and she tells me it's positive didn't you know? I told her yeah I knew just was wondering if it was a positive positive or a false positive! So she tells me I'm due July 11th 2016 which is a Monday! She ordered my prenatal pills and I forgot them at my clinic pharmacy but no biggie cuz I have another appointment with her this coming Friday the 13 th so I can get them at that appointment! Ugh I am still in total shock I'm happy sad just flat out emotional cuz I had a miscarriage before well 2 and I don't want another one I think I will come to term and accept Me being pregnant once I'm out of the danger zone of miscarriage. I really want a ultrasound to see my lil person wishing for a girl but either way I'll be happy