A shame n broken

Oreal

I’m 6 months pregnant by my boyfriend. Ever since we been 2gether it been a 60/40 relationship. I really been trying 2 stick it out cuz I am in love with him bt I dnt get wat I’m giving. At 1st I thought it was me jus been hormonal cuz of the pregnancy bt I see now it’s jus really all one sided.. Yes, it hurts n I dnt want 2 leave him bt he not here how I need or want him.. I have talk 2 him multiple times about how I feel bt nothing is changing.. It’s has me so desperate n sick cuz I do want my family bt I’m not happy.. I try 2 put how I’m feeling 2 da side bt it’s still silently breaking my heart cuz Ik I should way more happier than wat I am.. I jus really want 2 jus pick up n run away n not tell anyone where I’m goin.. I really need someone or some help.. idk wat 2 do anymore. I jus feel broken n stupid 4 put myself n a situation like this..