Please save any of the rude comments I am simply looking for closure in a rough time. My now ex-boyfriend and I had been dating for about four years and we have two children together. I was head over heels in love with him at the beginning of our relationship because it was my first relationship and I didn’t necessarily know what it was like to love somebody. fast forward six months into our relationship we had an argument and he had gotten upset at me which led to him randomly spitting out that he went to see his ex-girlfriend behind my back. He claims that it was an innocent exchange and I forgave him, our relationship continued. Things carried on as usual with me being blindly in love with him. Little did I know that he was constantly liking the pictures of girls that he used to either talk to you or sell drugs to/vice versa to get their attention. Even talking to some of them. Confronted him, was met with gaslighting. More overlooking later, he started to kick things up a notch. A mutual friend’s fiancé hit on him right in front of my face while drunk and tried to kiss him. A few months later, she offered him a ride home from work when she saw him walking and he took it even though I told him that I was clearly uncomfortable with her. His destination was literally 2 blocks away. Between that and amongst the many things that he’s done in between, I finally had it. I did the unthinkable and sent nude photos to one of his friends. There’s absolutely no justification for that, I am a shitty person for it. our entire relationship was on the rocks but he kept trying to emphasize the fact that what I did was worse than him meeting up with girls behind my back and talking to them without me knowing through our entire relationship. And he’d constantly try to make me feel bad for it without acknowledging what he did.. Basically what do you think of this messy situation.