😔He took our T.V

My husband took our direct TV chip with him the past 2 days so the kids and I couldn't watch TV. I'm just tired of feeling like I'm treated like a child with him. No family or friends to run to in another far state. I just wanna feel like a woman and have my kids not see me emotionally hurt all the time. Being Quarantined has gotten to me although husband works daily and does what he wants on the weekend while we sit home. I wonder what it feels like to feel independent a lot. Just needed vent sorry. No my kids don't see me hurting he's not physically abusive just mentally toward me. Please don't be mean I'm in my feelings today..