Hi everybody! So lately I have been thinking a lot since I’ve been in quarantine about what I want to do for my senior year. I’m currently a junior but with the year quickly approaching I’ve had a lot of thought on some change I’d be considering making next year. I’m currently on a dance team for my high school and I’ve been on the dance team since my freshman year. I’m also One of three captains of the team. Now a while now I can really considering not continuing to do it for my senior year, I know what you’re thinking why would you want to quit? you know you’re a captain like you seem to be doing just fine, but really I have been growing very depressed around the thought of being on that team. I’ve gone through a lot of different situations that have been very negative and have affected me emotionally and mentally, the girls on the team are very toxic I’ve had several different cases of bullying against me and other girls go on, The coaches treat me completely differently than the other two captains and in my eyes and several other peoples eyes I don’t get the same opportunities as they do. For example, recently we had a college scouting our dance team for potential new members once we graduate, I was the only captain that are my coaches didn’t recommend to be dance team. They tried to make me look like a bad dancer and a bad person by trying to convince the college scouts to not take me. It’s completely crushed me. Not only has the coaches treated me unfairly and the girls on the team have done the same as well, I’ve also just been slipping a lot in my grades at school, this is the first year I’ve ever actually failed a class and it’s just because I have so much on my plate I’ve been been so overwhelmed and busy I can’t ever go in to work or get extra help. Long story short I really wanted a place a while now, but every time I try to bring it up to my mom or something she gets so angry at me and basically makes me feel guilty for even mentioning it. I understand that I’ve spent a lot of time energy and money into this just to quit for my last year but it’s really becoming an issue, and I just feel like there’s more important things to worry about then this dance team. It’s completely destroyed my self-confidence, my emotions, and even some friendships, I just feel like it’s such a toxic environment to put myself around. Anyway any words of advice?? Should I consider actually quitting or just stick it out ?? PLEASE HELP