Tmi I miscarried

I knew it. I just had the feeling it was going to happen everyone told me to stop worrying it was nothing but my body was telling me different Friday I started spotting pink and it was to her with red two little clots

I freaked out called my doctor he told me it was nothing to worry about my levels were beautiful and the sac was in the right spot there is nothing to worry about. So then over the weekend if kept happening and happening and I already knew

I knew this wasn't normal. But people said it was so I pushed it aside and said it'll stop but something was telling me this won't. So Monday I was spotting still but the color was red. I put on a pad and there was about 4 drops and they turned brown. Still spotting but it wouldn't go on the panty liner. So I went to sleep at 11 and woke up at 3 and I passed what looked like the sac it looked like white skin

I laid down to cry because I knew it! I just miscarried before this one and got pregnant super fast and was so happy to announce to my friends and family and my two kids they'll be big brothers. As I'm laying there I felt a super uncomfortable feeling to I ran and I grabbed tissue and I felt something coming out slowly and I caught it

It happened my nightmare happened. My boyfriend stayed up with me while I cried he helped me shower. And put on my jumbo pad. This is the worst feeling in the world. I did buy a crib I did buy some baby clothes but they were white and they had little lambs on the PJs I started early I wanted to be prepared but I lost my precious rainbow baby 💔