I’m grateful my family is healthy and none of us are sick but honestly I’m getting super irritated and depressed being around them all the time. I stay in my room most of the time because our house is extremely small and every place is occupied, if I go somewhere alone I’m usually followed and I just want to be left alone. I have not hung out with any friends, havent gone anywhere except to a few stores in probably over a month. Yes I go on walks but that can only do so much.

I hate how on TV and in media (mostly talking about commercials ) they’re describing the quarantine like it’s supposed to be a relaxing and cozy time to spend time with family and relax. Well not everyone enjoys being with family all the time, some people enjoy working and feeling productive. I know they’re just trying to make us feel better, but still.

When I’m not productive I feel like shit, I can’t sleep, and my depression gets really bad like it is now. Sorry for the rant, but I’m just frustrated and can’t wait for this to be over. Hope everyone stays well and just wanted to see how everyone else is coping too.