Was expecting to get my hcg bloodwork on Monday. Of course AF decides to come today on Friday. Everything I felt like this cycle was supposed to lead to a positive pregnancy test. I swear I had early symptoms but now I have to tell myself those “symptoms” were all false and in my head (even thought I swear they weren’t). It makes me less excited to have the next batch of “early pregnancy symptoms” during my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle next month. I had another mental breakdown today (although, I am getting better at processing the bad news this time around, after so much practice each month). I think I’m gonna do one <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle as my final option, because y’all I am tired! My body and mind are EXHAUSTED AND drained. I want to scream! I don’t wish infertility on no one. I just needed to vent.