Conflicting relationship

My husband wants me to dominate him in a female led relationship. I’ve tried and I don’t like it. I’m afraid I will lose him if I don’t. He wouldn’t leave me but I don’t know if he can be happy without it now that he’s experienced it and know “how happy it makes him”.

We’ve been struggling for months and when we aren’t doing it he’s very depressed and sad.

I don’t feel attracted to him anymore.