I’m trying really hard to re-lactate. Like so freaking hard. Taking supplements and pumping around the clock. I even bought a willow so I could try and dedicate more time to pumping. But I’m getting like nothing. Zero amount of milk in coming out of me when I pump and I’m terrified to nurse because when I did my baby lost even more weight on top of the pound he lost after birth. I feel angry when I pump and I’m upset and I feel like my breasts are broken. And everyone I talk to is like “maybe you aren’t using your pump right??” Or “have you tried this??” I have tried EVERYTHING. I have researched and watched videos on both my spectra and my willow to try and use them more effectively. But I’m getting droplets, if even that. I don’t ever feel like I’m producing everything. I feel like a slave to my pump and it’s so freaking frustrating. I do t know what to do anymore. It’s so important to breastfeed. I don’t want to give up yet but I just don’t know anymore.