Who else feels like a Failure when you haven't accomplished getting pregnant when TTC?

I definitely feel like im failing Horrible at it. For myself, for my Bf & even for my 1st child.. This Morning it felt so good to cry even tho I'd rather it be happy tears then sad.. But I am at the age where im supposed to be able to get pregnant easily.. I get all our bodies are different but why does mine have to be so complicated... I wanna be able to feel full of joyfulness & maybe im being selfish rn but i believe that i deserve to be sometimes..

Sorry about my Ranting/venting.. & thank you for whoever take the time to read this! TTC is very challenging & can take a toll on you! For every women still ttc this month! Good Luck & SHOUT OUT to you for being & staying strong!