Going crazy!!

Erin
So here is my story. I have a beautiful  2 1/2 year old son. My pregnancy with him was easy. I peed on a stick it was positive and I never looked back. In March my husband and I found out we would be expanding our family with twins!! However we lost them at 9 weeks but we didn't find out until my 12 week apt. The missed miscarriage clearly rocked my world.  Now luckily we are expecting again but I'm going crazy I swear.  Some days I feel symptoms and then other days I don't. I'm constantly taking tests to see if the line is starting to get lighter. My husband doesn't seem to understand and I haven't told anyone else I'm pregnant so it's hard to get my feelings out there. I know if it happens it happens. I just hate waiting and feeling so hopeless.