What should I do?!

Ignore how I didn’t chart at all, I’ve been super busy this past month and forgot all about it 😂. I feel like every time I take a test 1: it comes up negative & 2: I start my period the next day. I’m sick of false hope. I know some people have been through this, I know most will say just test now but I’m so sick of the disappointment, that I just feel like testing when I’m 2 weeks late. (I do not have PCOS) I’ve been late on periods but yk how that goes. 🙄 has anybody tested and it be negative at this point? I’m so nervous. I know some will be eye rollin and like “just test” but this is so hard for me. 🥺