I am 24 and had never been in love. Never been in a relationship. Until this year. I opened myself up and let myself fall for someone who ended up not falling for me. He was great and we were on the right track and he was saying how he was falling and thinking about me all the time when I’m not around. Then 2020s mighty sword struck and corona virus kept us apart. He promised we could get through it even though we couldn’t see each other. He promised it wouldn’t stop or change his feelings. He promised it would get better. Then last night I was in for the shock of my life when he called to tell me he has been in such a low depressive state he can’t give me any part of himself any more. He can’t love me, he feels like somethings missing. And he could not continue a relationship like this in this state. I am heartbroken, shocked, upset, and sick to my stomach. I am replaying in my head every time he told me something that I now fear was not true. I am struggling to see the future where I can’t text him when I’m thinking about him or look forward to hearing his voice. I am broken.