Dreading summer - body issues

I am dreading summer. I am just a petite girl. Cup size A and basically no butt. My boyfriend had the Worst wandering eye ever. It’s so disrespectful and makes me feel like crap.

Not to mention our other problems with a decade long porn addiction.

I’m dreading summer because I want to go out and do things and be happy. Go to the lake, the beach. But I Dread going because my boyfriend literally stares at other girls right in front of me! I can’t stand it! I never feel confident and he makes it so much worse. :( just feeling sad.