Feeling down ttc isn’t fair 🤦🏼‍♀️😭

Believe me I know comparing yourself to others isn’t healthy but omg I want a family so bad. We have been married 6 years coming October friends of ours got married the same week actually and now have 4 children, two of our close friends also have 1 child each and weren’t even trying. They are all so blessed. I’ve had 4 miscarriages over past 4 years last one in December. Partial molar pregnancy. It’s heart breaking I feel like I’m never meant to have a family I can’t even imagine it ever happening if I’m honest. All my siblings 2 brothers and 2 sisters have had 2-3 kids each no problems without even trying for more than 6 months. Can’t even talk to them about how I’m feeling because they don’t seem to think having kids is hard. My best friend even got pregnant and chose not to keep it due to her circumstances (which not judging, her bf isn’t supportive) it’s hard to watch others roll their eyes or toss these opportunities away when people like me are struggling to make this happen. God when will this happen for us 😞😞😞 baby dust for all you other struggling hopeful

mamas to be out there