Super lonely

I had my baby 4 mo ago. I’ve been sleeping on the couch with him because my husband works. Now it’s because my husband is afraid he might get sick and then get us sick. Our relationship sucks. We hardly talk. He’s stressed the fuck out. He hates his job. He’s just miserable. Well, misery brings company. So you can only imagine. I’m fucking miserable too. I have zero motivation to do anything. Don’t give two shits about working ( I’m a realtor) not happy at all, I have a 7 yr old at home doing homeschool every day. An I’m just fcking exhausted . Mentally physically emotionally . Whatever kind of exhausted there is I’m it. I just hate life. Hate it. No way to live. I can’t stand feeling like a roommate in my own house. Taking care of the house and and everyone that lives in it and my husband pays the bills . But who the fuck looks out for me. Cause it sure as hell ain’t me husband. I’m so mad and angry and sad. (Can you tell) he calls me a mean person tonight, I said and why do you think that is. He tells me I’m in a rut. Oh nice. Thanks, idk what I’m even writing this for. Maybe cause I have no one that will fucking listen or even give a shit. Just fucking sick of life like this