In a committed relationship but still attracted to someone else.

I feel so guilty writing this but I have no other outlets to turn to.

2 years ago I went on a date with a guy I met on tinder and we really hit it off. We hooked up a couple times and I felt really attracted to him. We both eventually went our separate ways and I met my current boyfriend who I’m completely in love with and we have a baby together. I’m happy and have a very healthy relationship but I can’t help but reminisce on the time spent with this other guy.

It doesn’t help that he stays in contact with me and textes me every so often to talk to me but not sexually. And I feel bad for staying in touch with him too but we only have friendly conversations so it can’t be bad right?

He texted me happy Mother’s Day and I thought that was really strange thing to text to someone you haven’t seen in a long time and only spent a small amount of time with. Throughout my pregnancy he would text me to ask how I’m doing or when the baby is due. Weird right?

Why does he keep talking to me after so long and comments on my life so much?

I don’t have an emotional attraction for him like I do my current boyfriend but I am attracted to him physically.

His behavior is weird but he never texts me in a sexual way so does that mean he really wanted to maintain a friendship?