Babyshower canceled

So looks like 99% sure the physical shower of any kind is going to be canceled.

Probably will have a virtual shower since some people have so kindly bought us items. I will leave this up to my sisters (aka the hosts) and my husband to arrange.

I feel so depressed about this. Like I feel like no one will care to participate in a virtual shower so maybe it's a waste of time. My self esteem prior to all this happening was already kind of bad, like no one would care to show up to a regular shower and now a virtual one would be their reason to completely not bother with me and my baby 😥