Due today

Today is my due date and I just had an appointment. Have not dilated any more than I was 2 weeks ago (1cm). Asked her for a membrane sweep, which holy cow yes that was uncomfortable. She said she would schedule an induction for next week Wed just in case he hadn't come yet. Turns out she actually scheduled it for Monday, which is MY birthday and I feel bad that I am mad, but I'm all emotional about having to share a birthday 😭 I called and they said yes, it was correct, because there were too many scheduled for Wednesday already.

So... I guess I need to try harder to get this going before Monday?? Or I need to figure out how to be OK with the fact my kid is going to have to share a birthday with his mom.