Calling all moms who had babies close together!

HELP!

I just found out I’m pregnant again and my LO is only 8.5 months old 😬😬 I wanted another but I wasn’t even gonna talk about another until my LO was AT LEAST one year old 😭

I’m terrified because I’m also still breastfeeding full time and I know pregnancy can mess up breastfeeding too because all the hormones and I honestly just need some encouragement and someone to tell me that everything is gonna be okay.

I know everything happens for a reason but I just feel super overwhelmed. With all the covid-19 stuff happening, my husbands job had to let him go, he broke his arm, we were looking into moving and adding a pregnancy on top?

How do I split myself, my time, my love, in two? My baby is everything in this world to me and the thought that I can’t give him 100% of me and that there will be another baby I will want to give 100% to also. It kills me. I want to be everything for my kids.

I’m really struggling with the thought of going from one kid to two kids, especially this fast. I appreciate in advance anyone who’s kind and leaves helpful messages, I really don’t need negativity from the internet to top off an already extremely stressful time.