First off let me say that I’ve always suffered from anxiety depression etc and through the years I’ve become the type of person who always thinks the worst of everything. This is something that I’m not proud of and it’s a constant battle every day. Going forward this whole covid 19 s* hasn’t made things much better I mean for Christ sake we can’t even go out of the house without worrying whether or not you’ll catch something. Any who I know I shouldn’t be doing it at such a young age but I constantly worry about my baby and her future is this normal? I’m already worried about school boys etc... maybe it’s cause I know all of the shit I went through and needless to say she’s my first and I only want the best for her.. it’s just this world is scary and it just kind of has me at ease.. it’s kind of embarrassing to talk about at times cause when I do I get responses like “why are you thinking about that now she’s only 6 mos” etc.. please tell me I’m not alone.. sometimes I feel like I’m not able to do it scared of the unknown..