So Monday I went in for my first appointment, I thought I was exactly 6 weeks and I was seen earlier due to a loss in February. When he did the ultrasound all he saw was the gestational sac and yolk sac, but he said that my yolk sac looked good! I did 48 hour blood work and I get my results tomorrow. I want this rainbow babe so bad, I hope it’s developing. I’m laying in bed trying to enjoy my “last night” being pregnant. A part of me feels like everything will be okay and the other part makes me feel like being a mom won’t happen for me. 2 years of not even knowing we can get pregnant, a loss of a baby boy and getting pregnant right away, it just seems to make more sense in my life that this baby doesn’t get to be, cause that would be too easy. But I’m just going to pray tonight that I get lucky and god lets this little one come to us. If he does, we will forever appreciate the journey we took, but man... it’s hard. Anyone else go through this? Let me know.