Break down


Has anyone ever had a break down during sex? I have never been like this. Just had a baby 2 months ago and hubby wanted me on top (which I told him I wasnt comfortable doing) but as soon as I got on top I literally broke down just started crying and then having a panic attack. I dont know what is wrong with me. I know I dont feel confident from gaining weight from the little one why I didn't want on top but to break down like that I have experienced that.