Well I just got an email from my director saying we will open our school back up june 1st. I'm 16 weeks pregnant and watched my mom almost die from covid . She was on a ventilator for 10 whole days and hospitals for 14 days . I'm freaking out . I dont feel safe and my kids go to work with me as I work in early childcare . I'm just here to vent . I'm scared my kids will get sick or myself will get sick and infect my family . The numbers of cases keep rising now that everything is opening up and I get bad anxiety attacks where I feel like I'm going to faint anytime I have to go to a store or be around people so idk how well I'm going to do 😭 although I do miss work and the kids I teach I just wish we had a little more time ...