Hurting and feel I have no one.

So basically ultrasound yday showed a missed misscarriage and I'm fully bleeding, clotting and having pain. My husband this evening has been a tad snappy and all considering I've been feel his pain and not said anything... Although 1 hour ago he proper snapped nut accused me of snapping so I laughed it off and said "I didn't snap you did and are now" so he told me to fuck off... Bating in mind how sensitive and how my hormones are all over the place, I grabbed my phone and went downstairs... As I was walking downstairs he then muttered " your a. Fucking dickhead".. I grabbed car keys and went to my friends (2 min drive).. He then text and told me to bring back the car as its not mine to take (we have 2 cars, 1 in his name, 1 in mine.. Never bothered him before what car I take as we are married) I ignored and he demanded bring the car home now! ( just want to add he uses my car nearly every Monday to Friday 9 to 5 for work... Never asks just takes it.

I've got home to find he's tried to lock me out by leaving the key in the back door with it locked.. Unfortunately for him my key opens from outside even if a key is in the door.. I'm currently lay on. The sofa with 3 million things going through my head... Its our 2nd misscarriage, one back in June and its a horrible time for both of us.. But I feel he's really out of order. I just needed a rant and to tell someone, I feel if I tell friends and family theyll only go mad and not understand the pressure we're both under .. Any support would be grateful ❤️❤️❤️❤️