Is it too late?

So I wanna make friends. (Dont we all) but I am so incredibly lonely. I use to make friends in school but they never lasted too long. I am really fast at making friends but they dont last.

I see all these people together all the time doing stuff. Like I dont have that. I never have. I wanna be able to hang out with someone talk. Even video chat or something. Idk every girl I see has at least one friend. I was in 2 abusive relationship where I wasnt allowed to go out of the house or have friends. And in lost most my early adult life. I am 22 and I finally got away and moved somewhere I could go out and be an adult and try and make friends. Now I cant cause of quarantine.

How do you as an adult make friends? Like good friends? Is it just not possible did I Lose the opportunity?

I have tried those friendship apps, I am not the best at small talk and try to make more conversation and then they just stop answering.

I know it's my fault that I cant make friends, so can someone tell me how to fix it?