Emotional mess

I’ve been crying the last 2 days. I just feel left out in everything. I’ve gotten invited to events and social stuff and I turn it down because I know a lot of people will end up being at these gatherings, especially since it is memorial day weekend. I’m very fearful of the virus and very cautious of it because I live with someone who probably couldn’t fight it off. On top of that my fertile window started yesterday and I’m having cramps. But the cramps Have never started this early so I don’t understand what’s going on . I have a boyfriend but I’m not sexually active. I’ve been staying away from him because of the virus stuff. I just don’t know how to deal with all this mentally. Anyone have advice? I’ve been doing a lot of FaceTime and other video chat apps to keep in contact.