I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! Sorry long rant.

So hubby and I have been ttc now for 7yrs. I was diagnosed in 2015 with PCOS then told at some point told I have endometriosis. This past February I had gotten a faint positive. Sadly I had a chemical, but wasn't sure because I had tested positive a week later. Went to OB who did exam and ultrasound. Shows me and tells me I'm pregnant and gave me the ultrasound of said baby. They did blood work and sent me on my way. BEYOND happy till they called with blood test results. They were negative. Supposedly what was said baby in ultrasound is actually a fibroid. 🤦 She made an ass of herself by just assuming I was pregnant because of positive test and I had no clue about fibroid. Each month I pray and each month I bleed. Hubby turned 35 on Valentine's Day and I'll be 35 June 2. Idk what to do. Went to 2 fertility clinics who didn't bother to help me. 1 told me I was to fat and needed to lose weight first. Other said sugar not good. All I want is to have 1 child. All I keep seeing are people getting pregnant, being told we still have time, being told to pray and finally being told to stop trying. NONE HAVE WORKED. I AM SOOOOO OVER THIS. I can't believe I can not give my husband a child and his mom who sadly is dying a grandchild that is blood related his two brothers have kids that are not theirs. Did and do opks and temp. Not sure what else is left. End rant. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔