Probably overreacting..

So I got a ‘step-mom’ about a year ago, at first it was all cool and she was the best to me, now she is a polar opposite. She now just like to take digs at me all the damn time. Here recently she just started to refuse to watch my daughter while I worked; She ended up having a problem ig because I asked my ‘step-sister’ what she would do if my daughter started choking because she was giving her baby snacks one after another. I know she isn’t required to watch my daughter at all and I get that but she wants me to drop everything for her. Like about 5-6 months back she flipped her shit and told my dad that I didnt want to let her use my car; which isn’t what happened at all; I didn’t tell her no.

I think a lot that I’d be better off moving away. Far far away; because my real mom didn’t want me either. My dad told me when they would argue about 40% of the time it would be because how she treated me. And if dad didn’t yell at me if mom said I did something; there was a big argument; my heart was finally done hurting when my mom looked at me after I told her I was raped and said “you must’ve liked it if your not going to report it.”

Now I’m 20, trying to be the best mom to my baby girl and my boy (who will be here in October)