Definitely confused.

Ivw always known im bi. Ive been with both men and women... but...ive been with my baby daddy for 6 years going on 7. Yet i feel like im completely a lesbian...

I look at an attractive women and im like

Then i look at an obviously good looking dude and im like

And when i think about sex with a man im like

Then if i think about eating that 🐱 my mind is like

But im stuck bc i love him but i know all i want is a women to love.. i may be a bad person by saying this. But im not inlove with him anymore... i love him as a father, as a person. But i feel like im not where i should be.

And i cant leavw him bc of personal reasons. Including our daughter... i came from a broken home and i dont want my daughter to go through that. Or the reactions to how anyone including him would react.... help a girl out 😪 its come to the point my brain triggers a warning that says "come on girl you aint a cheater" bc i literally want a womens touch like i crave it...

Tell me im crazy🤪🤧😪😭