im such fool yall :,( need advice

im crying i kkow this guy for yrs we use to have sex and we talked for years and then we stoped.. im never good enough for him i payed for his phone and sent money today to him. im such a fuckng idiot i love this guy and he told me he loved me ect we havnt talked in few yrs and we started back liks 2 months ago anyway he said he wanna be with me ect but is al a lie im an idiot shouldnt never came back to him but i love him :,( he played me. i put a heart on his page yest he took it down on fb.. sayin about his bm wont let him see his son anymore if he talks to a girl ect... anyways a girl an hour ago commented on his pic sayin he cute ect he said she just friend yea right im not dumb.. he said she beautiful back.. ect .... blah blah... ok i got fooled so why didnt her comment got deleted if thats true about what his bm said... and he blocked me on fb saying that he was gojng delete fb and didnt cause i went on someone else page look up his name and behold he lied to me.... im hurt because i love care for him and always have been in love with him and he says he love me and all that shit its a lie i know it is... what yall think?? ive never been good enough for him. he use to not talk to me lkke that few yrs ago just came for sex and left fast.. and then he was always mean to me kinda when i use talk to him. thought he changed guess not... he been ingoring me all day today :,( i was in love with him for years i always tryed to get with him and he always rejected me :,( everytime i come back to him he rejects me acts an asshole :,(