😥How long should I wait to initiate sex?😭🥴

So I have a higher sex drive than my husband, I could go for it 5 out of 7 days a week.🎆 For the first two years of our marriage him rejecting me was a big problem and took a huge hit on my self esteem, he'd reject me or feel frustrated at my initiation even if I was in lingerie or naked. It got to a point where I was bitter and angry at him during the day.

So for the past 2-3 weeks I have not initiated once, partly because I knew he was feeling guilty and would have pity sex with me, but also because I couldn't stand the rejection and the daily bitterness.

Our marriage got way better and he still initiates sex with me twice a week, and he says he actually wants to now. He can get me horny really fast, and I love feeling wanted by him. I just wish I could give him the same feeling. I know he's feeling way better in our marriage and I'm feeling not so angry, but still terrified inside of when I do want to initiate. How do I go about initiating?