I really need to rant..

Sorry if this is the wrong place. I just need to rant..

My fiancé and I have been trying for our first baby for over 5 years. We’ve tried everything and nothing. When our horrible neighbours sold their house and moved last year we had luck and fell pregnant in August. Having all the symptoms, nausea on and off all day everyday, sore boobs that hurt even when something light like a vest touched them. But in September before we even got to celebrate and see a midwife the horrible neighbours come back and stressed me so much I ended up having really bad cramps and bleeding.. doctor told me I had an early miscarriage!! I was and still am devastated. We’ve been trying since and it’s not happening! I’m not even thinking or planning it like we used to... what do I have to do to have a baby? 😢😭.. it hurts seeing everyone I know getting pregnant and posting pictures of their babies and my brothers fiancé getting pregnant and running it in my face even when she knew we’d been trying so long. My niece is now one and I love her to bits but It’s like a big kick in the gutt.. my period is late by 3 days and taken a test which is negative. Feel like giving up. I thought it would be so much easier to have a baby. But here I am, 31 this year and still trying..

Someone please tell me how to cope with this 😭