Failed curette after miscarriage

So my first round of IVF was successful. I carried the baby until 6.5weeks and then unfortunately miscarried due to a blood clot in my uterus. If that wasn’t hard enough to deal with I just found out the curette I had was unsuccessful and the emergency doctor pretty much did nothing. The placenta is still attached to my uterus and my uterus is now full of 4week old blood/tissue/baby bits 👎🏻

My specialist has put me on very strong antibiotics because I now have an infection and have to go in for another curette on Tuesday but this time my specialist is doing the procedure. I have just had enough, I feel so angry. IVF is already hard enough to go through and now I feel like every time we go one step forward we go five steps back.

For the first time in 3 years I really just feel like giving up!! ☹️